(Self-reflection and thoughts are personified in this article.
Reflection is speaking about what happiness is all about...)
I am
experiencing and extraordinary happiness today, a bliss that is beyond
expression and beyond my strength to ink it on paper. Yet, I gather courage
today to write the same.
Till
now I felt that my life was full of challenges and that I could overcome them
with great difficulty. But today when I saw the ladies working in the garden
with the aim to earn a living for their families, and not deterring from their
work despite the scorching heat of the sun, I felt that I am being selfish by
calling myself one who has faced challenges.
I
guess I could understand myself this day, when I felt that I should
learn not
only from my mistakes but also from the challenges that people around me
face. Despite odds, they still remain determined to work and achieve
their goals. No matter how much situations try to stop them from
achieving their ventures, they remain determined
to carry them out and fulfill their motives.
It is
now, when I experience eternal bliss beyond expression that not only makes me closer to the Creator but also
closer to myself. Satisfaction with my work, thereby gaining strength to work
in future despite all difficulties that come my way, are the little secrets of
happiness. This pious feeling makes one closer to his own self. Such
expressions are abstract, they can only be felt. Dictionary would be too
small a repository to describe them...
I am
the reflection of the sentiments of a human being who was created by God and
is the after effect of many days of ultimate imagination of the Creator. I
consider myself to be the ultimate happiness of mankind - that happiness which
he would get only when he feels that he has contributed enough in his eyes in
all walks of life. I am the one who can be found in the eyes of a flower
picker, a poor farmer working in the fields despite the scorching heat of the
sun or the freezing winters and in a woman who has been a good homemaker,
spending her life in serving her family. I am satisfaction.
I can
be felt by those alone who feel eternal bliss and who are far away from the
greed or even hunger for posts and money – for when people find me in their
lives, they become closer to my sister – happiness.
One does not have to remain austere to find both of us. Rather, service to
mankind by serving the downtrodden helps a person to find us.
It is
indeed bad to exaggerate the feelings of oneself and demonstrate, and those who
tend to do such things become awfully infamous, if not at once, then after a
prolonged period of time. So, by being able to understand their bent of mind
and way of thinking and working, I would tend to be more to the point
than beating about the bush to express my feelings in my writings.
The
Machiavelli to which a man is subjected has become a daily affair for many such
people who tend not to get affected by the impoverished conditions of their
kinsmen, for these whom I am calling their kinsmen are not their relatives or
born in the same family. They are rather their kinsmen, for they were born and
are being borne by the same mother earth who is bearing each one of us with the
same patience and tenderness that rather be felt than expressed.
It
was rightly said by William Wordsworth, the great English poet that it is
disheartening to see and realize what one human being has made of the other. In
the words of Wordsworth:
“To her fair works did Nature link
The human soul that through me ran;
And much it grieved my heart to think
What Man has made of Man”
The
poet’s emotions and melancholy have been effectively depicted in the
lines that
tell that somewhere in the depth of his heart, he feels that man has
been
inhumane to the boon that has been bestowed upon him by Nature. Also, to
the fellow human beings who breathe the same air and lead the
same life as his own self, he has not allowed life of dignity every time
it has
been asked for. Lament
is not a part of life, but has emerged as a part of life because people
have
denied happiness to their own selves or their fellowmen in a continuous
fashion, thereby having persuaded them to lament.
Lamenting and becoming mendacious has made man
go far away from me in this world filled with people cherishing materialistic
thoughts. This makes them far away from coming closer to me in the true sense.
I
strongly believe that once there is satisfaction, there would be
happiness and no lamenting. This would lead one to spend a better life
if not the best.
It
is time to think and understand that the world should be made a better
place to live in than be converted into a disaster, persuading God to
think why he made men to live in this world as a part of his creations
of Nature.....